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Christopher Spicer
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I didn't deliver the Christmas cheer I had hoped this past holiday season. The summer had filled me with optimism that I'd actually have extra cash to buy some special gifts for Danika and Everett this Christmas. But due to things that I've already detailed on here. my income did a disappearing act in the fall. I struggled with severe bouts of disappointment and depression this past season as my strong feelings of failure were empowered.
In 2024, I wrestled with not measuring up as a husband, father, friend, creator, and the person that I aspired to be.
I did finally get some answers to my challenges thanks to a diagnosis of depression, ADHD, and autism. I can start putting some concrete plans in place to manage these challenges and find tools to march toward success. I'm taking medication, consulting with my doctor monthly, going through cognitive behavioral therapy, and being flooded with support from various family and friends.
But the photo above reminds me that I am very blessed. My kids are my inspiration. motivation, blessing, and love. The holiday season may not have been what I had hoped but it was filled with love and joy because we have each other.
I look forward to another amazing year with Everett and Danika, and of course, my amazing wife, Emily.
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I am a writer, so I write. When I am not writing, I will eat candy, drink beer, and destroy small villages.
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