Brain Fog

I hope this is a short-term thing and may be solved by a change to medication, after a few hours of pitching and writing my brain transforms into angry combustible gasses where thought and action are but mere dreams. It has been part of why this site has not quite kicked off as advertised. It also has got me worried about my current ability to do a full day's work when client work starts coming in.

My best guess is it has been stress-motivated as finances are rough and my career feels like it is in a spiral. Despite starting Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, my self-worth is at rock bottom and my self-doubt is the best stock to invest in currently.

But I try to be grateful and positive despite all the constant worries that come smashing through the door.

I have an amazing family.

Many friends have proven they care.

I have readers and listeners who want more creations.

I have been blessed with many great clients through the years.

Theatre has been an amazing new source of creativity.

And I have many more years of wonder and memories ahead.

The site and podcast will continue to go on.

Currently, my brain seems to only have a few hours before it explodes.