Reaching Out For a Lifeline

I don’t entirely know how I got here. Somehow, I’m questioning my ability as a writer, struggling to post weekly podcasts, and yet, oddly enough, still growing my audience on this site, even though I haven’t been writing much about pop culture.

The truth: I’m days away from needing to pay off $2,000 in debt, with only one consistent client whose work won’t cover it. I’ve pitched and applied for countless opportunities, but most responses have been compliments rather than contracts.

I know some of the reason. For 47 years, I lived undiagnosed with autism and ADHD, pushing against my own brain until it burned out. That led to depression, anxiety, and paralysis. The good news is: I’m in therapy, learning new tools, and committed to working with my brain instead of against it.

Still, time blindness and burnout have me feeling like October arrived in a blink. I haven’t landed the work I hoped for. And right now, the debt feels like Godzilla stomping toward my family.

I’m not giving up. I believe I will land more clients. I believe my reviews, essays, and podcasts will return stronger than ever. I believe I will publish books, launch a newsletter, and grow Beyond the Balcony into something sustainable.

But today, I need emergency help.

👉 If you know someone who needs a copywriter, a personal story written, a skit or script, or articles on pop culture, parenting, or neurodivergence, I’m ready and eager to create.
👉 If my work has touched you and you’re in a position to support, a donation via PayPal would mean the world.

I’m passionate about storytelling, grateful for those who’ve said my writing has mattered to them, and committed to creating so much more. Thank you for your support, in whatever form it comes.