Why Do I Care?

I'm secretly obsessed with how people perceive me as a person, father, husband, performer, writer, creator, and penguin.

Usually, it is specific people. It's always the person who, at some point, has either given a criticism or has never quite proven they like what I have to offer.

I know the reality is not everyone will like my writing, acting, or personality. It is just how it works.

Yet, I need the high-hanging approval to really think I am of worth.

Despite their opinion really not mattering.

I've been paid for my writing.

I've received heartfelt messages thanking me for my words.

I've received standing ovations for my performances.

I've grown an audience for my site and podcast.

I even once had a fan page.

Validation is out there if I need it.

Yet, here I am looking for the approval from some that may never give it, and even if they did, it doesn't change the truth of my ability and value/

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