No Idea What Is Next

There is an outside chance I will still be able to accept the job offer.

The last few days, there is evidence that I have people who like my stuff, and if I really craft my best in the coming weeks, it could possibly be monetized.

I have a consistent but low-paying job, but also one that could provide the connections in the industry I love.

I'm slowly making a system that could possibly work with my brain and allow me to be more productive.

I want success.

I really do.

I also often feel so alone, inadequate, weird, and disliked.

I accept that I don't make friends easily, or that even those who like my stuff won't often say it. That breakthroughs are never obvious until hindsight arises.

These posts are more a form of self-preservation than anything someone wants to read.

It is my authentic self, and where I am right now.

I don't know where I'll be in a month. But I hope I've created things that are meaningful and valuable to someone before we get there.

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